you know, with all the summer/semester-abroad-program-analyzing and rhodes-scholar-profile-reading and extra-curricular-activity-thinking-about i started to consider how
if i were to do only my school work and nothing extra, there’s actually nothing wrong with that
it might not bulk up my resume or give me a chance to learn as many new skills in the same span of time but if it’s necessary to make life more bearable then it’ll be fine
and just knowing this is a huge relief somehow.
in other news im blocking tumblr and twitter on my laptop today in the hopes that i will stop visiting them till christmas so that i don’t die from procrastinating (or to at least minimize the stress cause by it by uh…making it not exist? yeah). I leave tomorrow and I’m gonna have to get up insanely early for the flight but basically im hoping this’ll be my last day on tumblr for quite a while, unless, like, life science turns out to be less hard than everyone says somehow.
sidenote: if i unfollow you or delete you from whatever thing please don’t feel bad, you’re definitely wonderful i just can’t afford to get distracted by much before the stress starts to destroy my life (or at least make it needlessly hard) and i need to take these precautions because i frikkin suck at doing it
So, after today, farewell! (Unless you go to u of t and particularly Trinity (or if you are GFD) in which case, see you soon!)