the school year’s starting soooooo I’m not going to be on tumblr for at least 3 and a half months but it is also possible I’ll be gone indefinitely cause like, this site has some pretty cool interesting funny things, but I’ve been finding I like what I have at my disposal IRL a bit more lately ahahah.
I’ve finally reached the point, like so many of my friends, where I’ve realized tumblr isn’t exactly my thing anymore and I don’t gain much from trying to express myself through it. And, most of the ppl on here who I have the capacity to reach are either total strangers, some of who are down to get mad at you about bees, or they’re my friends who I can reach through a different means anyway. So like, I don’t feel like there’s much point to me having a blog anymore.
I won’t delete it cause I’m an inherently nostalgic person who’s fascinated w/ my past self for some reason but I think I’m gonna password-protect it so that more random strangers don’t just sort through all my shit. idk. I honestly don’t feel comfortable making personal posts lately because that’s the thing: they’re personal and I don’t want people reading them. AHAHHAH. I don’t know why I didn’t have a problem with this sooner but I guess it’s cause fewer people followed me before so it didn’t feel like an intrusion before. Also, people don’t really look at my art on here and feeling sad about that is annoying because really I could be posting it in a place where my friends actually appreciate it LMAO.
I think that’s the thing. being on tumblr feels like shouting at a void that doesn’t give all that much back to you and I guess I used to find that soothing back when i was lonelier but now I just find it boring or kind of bothersome. It honestly just gets in the way of a million awesome things I could be doing with my life. for example yesterday i impulsively signed up for kung fu lessons lmao. There are some cool people on here but, again, it doesn’t really feel worth it.
So uh, farewell! ~*